Let's talk babies.

Babies. They're cute. They cry. They laugh. Throw up. And cost more than a sports car. But honestly, I would love to have a child.

I'm just an average girl, single, working college kid, who can barely afford to support herself even while living with her parents. But for some reason, I feel the need to want something I simply don't have the time or finances for.

I used to always tell my best friend, "I can't wait to have babies." I know I have the instinct, the natural drive to nurture, love, and care for a child. I've provided that feeling of motherly-ness to my nephew so much, that he called me Mommy for two years straight. So I know I would be a great mom. I just don't want my child to ever want for anything. 

I also don't want my child to live in a broken home. I don't want my child to home hop from mommy house to daddy house every other weekend. That's not the life I lived and I don't want that for my child. I want a stable house with stable finances and stable love. And right now......I don't have any of that......

It'll only be a matter of time. I'll find my husband one day......but until then, I'll continue to better myself, make myself into the greatest version of myself, so I'll be ready for him and our children......

Side note: I'll get more mommy practice in six more months. My best friend, roommate, sister from another mister, etc. is expecting!!! Can't wait!!!

Another side note: City won the football game!!! 34-16. City forever!!!